Spoonstar in the making

Walking the straight line is never easy. Taking a look back and pumping efforts for improvement balances the weighing scale. I don’t want to sound like a fool crying over trials and tribulations but people do that. They just do.
Older, wiser? The more the merrier?
What are these, some kind of a cover up for shortcomings or something?
Why is it that people always have theories about everything? Back to basics, do most people possess the needs to prove something to the world? Why can’t they just spill in some obliviousness? Fie,Fie.. Why do you always ask the screen? It’s not going to cough out answers in the form of hard copy. (This too applies to the latest models of printer or whatsoever.)
So yeah, that’s just me. I like to ask.
Do you have the answers?
I doubt it.

Let it all come to past, search beyond the surface. What will I find? The power to imagine is merely childish. I’ve lost my way TOO. It feels good to give up cause it’s easy. It feels good when it’s all unspoken.FULLSTOP.NOT.
The best things may not always be free. Drugs,boozes,buying your friends. Ooh,what a lifestyle. Ask yourself,is that the best thing in life? Through the looking glass, you see what you want to see and your heart keep shifting desires. Quit fucking lie to yourself and everyone else around you. I need someone to take me home. Somehow I find myself talking as a third person. Hrmm..
The best thing.
When you need someone,do they do all their best to protect you? Maybe not. Ask yourself this, do you deserve such companion? Hrmm..
All these has nothing to do with YOU.

CUT!!
AND…..ACTION!!