Spoonstar in the making

So yeah, the farewell gathering was fun. With the addition of Bryan and the gang,mmg gila.. Not surprising. Anyway, Mdm Diane is leaving soon for Aussie. Wishing her a well beginning. Sad,as what Chelsea said in one of her speech "No one will be there to support us like Mdm Diane would have"
Managed to bully Miss Liew to sing in front of the crowd.. Success! Haha.. It’s a great thing to see Ms Liew and Ms Constance showing their full support for the function. The rest? Well, they’re probably very tied up with work or whatever. Work or no work, what matters is the thought.
Neway, times like this remind me of how painful a goodbye can be. Be it goodbye forever, or goodbye see you tomorrow. Whichever statement, both is requires fullstop. Time is essential as we can’t turn back to whenever we want to. As I’m typing this, time is also surpassing me. Even as I hit the backspace button, it does not turn back the hand of time.
See, I don’t know where I’m actually heading but what I’m trying to stress on is we shouldnt just watch as things go by. We must embrace it. Few years from now, definitely we will do some flashback and some might put a smile or a smirk on your face, seldom a frown. It is probably because we want to remember the good times instead of otherwise. Even sometimes I thought to myself, how fun it used to be back in school. Some are bad memories but MOST of it arent. Put aside the bad ones, learn from it. Frame inside our heart the good ones and dont forget it.
Many ’sighs’ will not bring back any of it. Your first kiss,your first flirt,your first ABC,your first boy talk,your first fantasy, your first friend. Some of it you might not remember anymore but the first point is all it takes for you to plunge yourself furher..
Every experience teaches and tonight’s farewell with Mdm Diane is a definte eye opener.. As we sang the kau ilhamku song for her, it crossed my mind for awhile of how things are going to be like in few years to come.. I dont want to know. I just want to live in my ‘NOW’.
I want to feel like I’ve reached the end.evry single day… I just cant wait to grad n get the hell out of here.Vacation Baby!!!!!

We dont want any of your money. Semua arahan org atasan. OK?? Zip it.

It’s that moment again.
*Emo alarm*
One minute I’m fine and just a matter of seconds,the moodswings take place. Damnit. I hate PMS. I tend to remember all the facts in the world that triggers me to be in bad mood. So here I am feeling trashy so don’t be offended with whatever things that I’m going to say. Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.
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The message above is potentially for all of you! If you think it’s for everyone, go back to primary school. I clearly mentioned potentially all of you. POTENTIALLY.
Don’t expect me to write all the smart things. fuck!