Now hear me out
Today I had a really meaningful conversation with Sonny.I don’t know why I really like that fella. I feel that I can be myself without being judged by him. Today someone brought up on the topic on how do I pray. I admit that I havent been to church lately but that doesnt mean that I’ve neglected Lord completely.
Someone questioned on who do we actually pray to. I tried my best to clarify the whole thing according to my understanding.
I pray to the Father,in Jesus Name,through the power of the Holy Spirit and surprisingly Sonny said out loud,YES.. At least someone agreed with what I said instead of trying to disagree and find a way to accuse me of wrongdoing.
Lately,I’ve been facing emotional issues caused by some people whom I respect because of the position distinction. It hurts to see this kind of people act as if they are so right and pure. And to my knowledge,the Bible never teaches us to behave in such a way. All these obstacles of accusations, I just swallow it because if I dont remain tough,how will I face the tribulations in the future,right? Let them think my aggressiveness or whatever they choose to call it as my weakness but to me it’ll always be my learning weapon. Let them think they’re right because I know I’m doing nothing wrong.I’m just a girl who happens to be where I am,facing stubborn people who has no sense of reality,but also surrounded by amazing individuals and an awesome family.Call me whatever you want but as long as I know I never mistreat anyone intentionally.
In addition,it is a pretty ironic world we live in.Why?well,many keep on stressing on their pain and misery.It’s as if the others have never face any challenges in life.Let them.. Let me do it my way.Instead of complaining,I’m thankful for everything that’s happening. So that I learn to be a better person and witness the blessings in disguise HE sprinkles me with.Endless praises to my Saviour..
One more thing,The Lord works in mysterious ways.Keep your friends close but keep your enemy closer.But it’s better lah jgn buat enemy!haha..
cheers
