Spoonstar in the making

Heard we’re getting a new advisor for the council. I hope with the new principal and the new advisor, everything starts fresh. You think? If you know what’s been happening you will defintely agree that we need a new advisor. We DO NOT need someone who calls us failure and never even showed up for any meeting. When the council found a spotlight in the newspaper, got furious and highlight on our stoopid flaw.
Weird huh?
Yay!!!! New advisor,we will make u proud! huhu..muax!

Today’s paper is super freakin hard!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh… For the first time in my life I stayed in the exam hall for almost 2 hours! Walaueh.. Super super hard. It was as if I’ve never even heard some of the terms before in the lecture. Could it be the case of lack of attention in class? I object! haha.. I’m a very good girl and I rarely missed my class unless for a super emergency reason. Get it?
Unlike the college’s management, I am super honest ok. haha.. Cool comparison huh? Dei,it’s a free country ok. Whatever it is, it’s not the main issue. Today is super hot and and my body is super tired. Lack of snoozes and lack of stamina. I need a beach trip therapy.. I can’t wait for my super final paper which is this wednesday. During the semester break,I am soooooooooo going to get a super retail therapy and get  a super makeover! haha..sounds like a super spoil dumb blonde statement eih? It’s a reality, no one can break girls and shopping apart. Disagree? Go away,this is not the place for you if that’s the case.
Neways,it’s Mother’s Day today and I would like to take this opportunity to wish my mummy Happy Mama’s Day! May God bless her and I wish her every beautiful flows in life. She deserves all the wonderful things in life. =)
Hey,my money is on Mila for AF.I just love her! That girl can sing man. I’m not a big fan of the show but I did managed to catch a few cuts of the concerts. I really hope she wins this season. Super gila la kalau aswad menang!
Apa apa pun, never buy mee maggi slurrpp with MAWI on it. Boikot!haha.. Nah..Not only that it tastes terrible,it smells like maggie in a cup.BASICALLY,the same product with different presentation and and slightly higher price! Huh.. Bijak Bijak.. Mee sedap still rox. Wow.. my body is filled up with all these unhealthy fastfood.! What’s going to happen to me in few years time if I keep this trend going? Ok,I’ll try to put a stop to it. My eye is defintely on secret recipe,it’s a must for me to pay that outlet a visit after my exam.PERSOALAN,is the cheesecake as super heavenly as it was?? Stay tune to find out..

Yay,it feels so great to be receiving the academic excellence award tonite! Feels like as if for once my hard work is worth it. Thanx to Mr Stephen for the great acknowledgement. =) Despite all that’s happening,I realise I am still on the right track for not giving up. Thanx Senor! It just motivates me more. Whatever nonsense I face from here onwards,sap sap sui.. Not boasting,but I trust in HIM,for HE will lead my way.
I cant wait to face the exam because I cannot wait for the holiday! We were informed that the new principal will be reporting in for duty on Monday.Dehh.. Exam bah.. Hrmm.. Just welcome her unofficially first I supposed. Whatever it is,she must feel welcome. With the new principal, I hope the college can start fresh! No politics,drama,lies,hypocracy and such. Hrmm.. Can I wish for such thing? I really wish something is to be done with the OM! Accusation and accusation. Something is truly wrong. Whatever it is, just let HE deals with her.Me?I’m just going to open up my notes and continue right where I left.

Cheers!

She was so rude. Talking to us as if we were animals. Can you imagine someone with that kind of position talking to you, pointing to your face with her expensive pen? We just went through it with patience. Let her talk and talk and talk until all the sh*ts came splurging throughout the room. After all,we knew what was happening.Our pure intention was to clarify things up but she kept on twisting things around. What was she really mad about? The fact that an outsider came to lend a helping hand without any terms and conditions? A new found friend who came to assist in a way that she could? Who wouldnt be mad if accused of doing something which we clearly didnt do. We just kept our cool. Why did we have to leave out our profesionalism?
The funny part was she kept on blabbing and we apologized eventhough we didnt do anything wrong to begin with. Instead of taking it like a pro and advice us as what an advisor should do,she took the opportunity to blame it all on us. She even called MPP a FAILURE. Wow.. Such strong word.. She said we FAILED.How do you think I felt just now? However,I just kept my cool. She must’ve hated me that much. It’s not like I planned to take over the management or something. I’m just trying to do my job. I can just demolish the council anytime I want but who will fight for the students? If I do so,it will be the chance for those parasites to bully the students! Heck no! No way Jose!Not after what had happened. God,please give me strength to face all this people. Just dont make me do a petition ok?
I have full remorse for the people who got the emails which have been cc to them. Clearly they are not to be blame. Just until when will this people want to blame others????! Luckily I’m not who I used to be. Siap jak mun masih kurang ajar. Pointing the pen to my face,that is considered as kurang ajar. I almost snapped but the pro in me kept its cool. Why drop my standard to respond to the taunting? If I were her,I will surely give it a deep thought.Hey lady,u made a big mistake man.. Just watch out.
N that man ah..haiya.. one more thing also.. He kept on hasuting Adeq and I just now. He called us up to clarify things up. Bla bla bla bla.. One point, he said that the lecturers are all blaming MPP now for the cc emails. Hrmm.. wise move.But we will no longer listen to you guys.

Cheers

I took this article from a fella who posted it up in the bulletin.Really caught my attention. =) Enjoy reading it and ponder upon it.

* KENAPA AKU TAK KAYA? LALU…. …. DIA TUNJUKKAN AKU SEORANG KAYA DENGAN HARTA BERTIMBUN TETAPI KESUNYIAN DAN TIADA SESIAPA BERKONGSI KEKAYAAN DENGANNYA.. * KENAPA AKU KURANG CANTIK? …..DIA TUNJUKKAN AKU SEORANG YANG PALING CANTIK TETAPI BURUK PERANGAINYA. * KENAPA AKU AKAN JADI TUA? … DIA TUNJUKKAN AKU SEORANG REMAJA BERUSIA 16 TAHUN YANG MENINGGAL KEMALANGAN JALAN RAYA.. * KENAPA AKU PERLU BEKERJA? ….DIA TUNJUKKAN AKU SESEORANG YANG LANGSUNG X DAPT PEKERJAAN KERANA DIA X PERNAH BELAJAR BGM UNTUK MEMBACA.. * KENAPA AKU X BIJAK? ….DIA TUNJUKKAN AKU SEORANG YANG SEMULAJADI GENIUS YANG MENGHABISKAN HIDUPNYA DALAM PENJARA KERNA MENYALAHGUNAKAN KEPANDAIANNYA…..

One way to overcome it is to cherish what you have! =) We know for sure that we r bound to meet people who are totally opposite of your style. Your ways of thinking contradicts and u r a pain to the other party’s butt. Hrmm.. Cheh,drama drama drama.You know why it all keeps coming to you? Because of yourself. You allow it to happen. Why don’t you take charge of yourself for once? Instead of asking for symphaty and avoid being blamed for everything that’s happening. Always trying to twist things around. Ish..Come on la.. You’re an amazing individual. I admit it and that’s what I respect about you..
I pray God gives you the strength to open up and accept everyone around you. I dont want to see your self destruction because that’s not what my parents taught me.Ok?Cheers..
Let me appear as the villain.So what,I’m used to it already.It’s because of you n ur stereotype thinking. Pray always but dun be too obsessed!HE doesnt want that.

Miss L rocks!haha..I just have to say this.She probably isnt reading so what lah.and u guys wont probably know her =) Have a nice day everyone.

Today I had a really meaningful conversation with Sonny.I don’t know why I really like that fella. I feel that I can be myself without being judged by him. Today someone brought up on the topic on how do I pray. I admit that I havent been to church lately but that doesnt mean that I’ve neglected Lord completely.
Someone questioned on who do we actually pray to. I tried my best to clarify the whole thing according to my understanding.
I pray to the Father,in Jesus Name,through the power of the Holy Spirit and surprisingly Sonny said out loud,YES.. At least someone agreed with what I said instead of trying to disagree and find a way to accuse me of wrongdoing.
Lately,I’ve been facing emotional issues caused by some people whom I respect because of the position distinction. It hurts to see this kind of people act as if they are so right and pure. And to my knowledge,the Bible never teaches us to behave in such a way. All these obstacles of accusations, I just swallow it because if I dont remain tough,how will I face the tribulations in the future,right? Let them think my aggressiveness or whatever they choose to call it as my weakness but to me it’ll always be my learning weapon. Let them think they’re right because I know I’m doing nothing wrong.I’m just a girl who happens to be where I am,facing stubborn people who has no sense of reality,but also surrounded by amazing individuals and an awesome family.Call me whatever you want but as long as I know I never mistreat anyone intentionally.
In addition,it is a pretty ironic world we live in.Why?well,many keep on stressing on their pain and misery.It’s as if the others have never face any challenges in life.Let them.. Let me do it my way.Instead of complaining,I’m thankful for everything that’s happening. So that I learn to be a better person and witness the blessings in disguise HE sprinkles me with.Endless praises to my Saviour..
One more thing,The Lord works in mysterious ways.Keep your friends close but keep your enemy closer.But it’s better lah jgn buat enemy!haha..

cheers

I’m often confused with people who seemingly gives good advice to others such as do not judge and believe in yourself and stuffs. Comparing to what they do to others,totally the opposite. Hairan? Me too. They tell others to give others chances to prove themselves. However, they condemned and keep condemning.I just don’t understand any of those. Nak ajar org lain,tp sendiri buat lain. Hairan kan? I dont mean to offend anyone sebab siapa yg mkn cili,terasa pedas nya kan.Like I said, I choose to no longer care.As long as I know what my obligations are and my responsibilities in life.I’m still in the learning process. People learn from mistakes they make during their younger years. It is the kakak or abg abg who are supposed to guide. Funny kan?
Truthfully,if you are reading this.I just want you to know that it is a mistake for you to judge me from what you see or hear. I believe I possess an aggressive personality or character.That,I can’t deny but what you are doing now is WRONG. It is my right to say that because you should change the way you think.You say you want to learn kan,learn from this.If I can accept you,why won’t you do the same.Don’t preach others about what is right and wrong if you’re still thinking the way you are now.Take note,no one is gossiping or spreading rumors like what you think.It’s all in your head.So,hear me out k.Lastly,I may have no right to order people around.I know,but please,there is a distinction between every single word I say.I just don’t understnd why you take it the wrong way.Want me to say immature to your face kah? You don’t know how much I want to say that BUT I still have respect for you. The question is,do u?

Welcome to my paradise baby.It’s Sunday.I just wish it’s sunday everyday. Wait,maybe no.If that happens,people will find a way to make money on sunday.Multilevel marketing will be the ‘IN’ thing or the government will place a toll on every entrance church in Malaysia. Hrmmm.. Not a really nice situation.
Whatever it is..I love TODAY! I get to relax my mind and prepare for the finals (damnit) which takes place next week. I’m anxious but worried at the same time. Will I be able to score? Wait and see my dear.haha.. For now,I just want to concentrate on my exam.No drama please! Muaxx

Although it was raining yesterday but Talentine managed to keep up the pace. It started off shaky at first but hey,it was understood. On a Saturday who wants to sacrifice their morning hours? However,one must bear in mind that there was a schedule to follow. Takkan nak ikut jam sendiri… yanak?
Bla bla bla,the important thing is the contestants were all great! The newsreading and quiz were interesting and it ’s a blessing to know that there are many talented broadcasters and potential Vj Fazura out there.cheers!
Congratulations to all the winners.
Robinson won the talentsearch competition and I must say that his performance was indeed wonderful!His voice,damnit hampir nangis oooo akak dengar. Singing Samson -Bukan diriku mmg cun lah.The only spoiler was the system.system pinjam..haha..
Also a special thanx to all those who helped out!The honorable juries a.k.a lecturers,miss moureen and mr wilfred representing the management,the amazing crews,the participants,the students who came and give their support.. Gracias!
Lastly,all the best for your finals people!

xoxo,

Fiona