Spoonstar in the making

I remember looking totally candid and could’ve won the worst facial expression award. Time goreng ikan.. Scary.. Look at the way the pros handle it in the television. Huh.. Deep inside I know the adrenaline rush is pumping up madly.haha..
Dehh.. why am I talking about goreng ikan. Just because I’m not fat doesnt mean that I dont like food. I enjoy eating, thank you very much.
Alrite, I was in my room doing few @ fewer sit-ups just now when suddenly a gush of thoughts came to me. At that very moment the only place that I wanted to be is at the beach.yerrrr.. haha.. Away from the world escaping the realm of tense. I just want to be with my girlfriends.. argghhh.. MTV,please pimp my dream! yerr..haha.. Where we can bermadot madot,bergoyang goyang,bersundun sundun.. yerrr.. haha.. I’m goin to anyway. So, see u girls bah! muaxxxxx…. cant wait.

I’m sick.AGAIN.why am I so delicate like a flower?yerr..hahah.. I wish there’s a pipe installed to my nose so I can turn off the tap.The fluids are just gross.haha.. ceridak na ompuan tok.so? I’m sick and I dun givadamn about looking pretty at the moment. If i’m not mistaken I was already sick bah last month. and i consume vit C and B almost everyday. What’s wrong? argghhh.. dun go talking about my immune system cause that’s just such a turn off.yerr.. Perihal batin masih tidak diketepikan.hahaha..
Dehh..This is just basically i’m crapping away.

Oi,haha..damnit..I’m in a cracking mood la.. Thats good. Much better than being moody unnecesarily(mispelled I know) during PMS. My normal pms moment is truly Dr Jekyll n Mr Hyde. An angel one minute,and a total satan in a blink of an eye. Lets not ruin my tingling mood.huhu.. Ok,previous post was regarding wannabes and stuffs kan.. This post I’m going to focus on defending my fellow cam-whores. Alright,whats the harm of wanting to be kinkily beautiful in front of cams. Some envious sardines might say, "these are the kinds of factors contributing to rape bla bla bla yada yada" oi babi,hahaha.. lawak la u.. a pretty BIG thing to say for a dumbass. If you want to talk about rape,do some research. Maybe initially you should bear in mind, that inhuman act comes from how strong ur willpower is. Even when you’re weak,it is possible for you to even rape a little girl. Read that in the news before?
Hahaha.. lawak la..I’m defending others.buang masa jer..bah,all cam-hors,stay gorgeous!muahhs.. The ugly ones,well..there’s always adobe photoshop for you to play around wit. So kids, Information Technology is very very important.. Have a nice day!

Ok,I have a confession to make. Few years back, let’s just say I wasnt really clean. I took things I wasnt supposed to and consume more shits more than I was supposed to. That was back in 2002 I think. I know. Stupid attempt to prove nothing to the whole world. I was cool? Yea.. maybe to some dumbasses wannabes. hahaha.. Alright, thats not the main content for tonight.
You see, I changed for the better(gradually lah)*muka angel*. Some people, lets just say its pathetic to see them trying so hard to adapt to peer pressure.. Acting like some sluts or playa when deep inside they feel silly. Saying things that may seem cool when its just posers phrases..example: they were innocent little puppies during schooldays and now…hahaha..lawak eh..malas na… hahah.. shit.. lawak eh..  I need madot now so I can lmfao! madot,siney ko… oi.. cicak oi!