Spoonstar in the making

A perfect day may seem too much to ask for. Endless summer seems too hot to deal with. An ideal island is incomplete without the sound of the winds,the crashing relaxing waves.. Beautiful,don’t you think? All these phenomenons.. You might think you’ve got it all figure it out but the shortcomings keep sticking out. Too much can be insufficient enough..Less can be more.. We often feel dissapointed with what we can’t have. In the end,it turns out that we never really need it in the first place.. There’s always going to be "A Substitute" which comes as blessing in disguise.

Whatever it is, never envy others.. they might have what you dont have..so what? You might outstand them in other things.. They might have a life and you dont.. HOWEVER, u may own millions of dollars and they dont. It still balance up the whole idea,dont u think? =) so, fair enough.. (define fair)

Friendsterians, my holiday is going to end soon and it’s going to be weeks of tensions and arguments with fellow exco members (but i still love them) and also trying to cope with lectures as well as exams.. Back to routine!

By the way,I received some offers to do some runaway shows but i had to turn them down. It was truly tempting.. I just cant afford to set the wrong priorities now.. Modelling is indeed fun along with the free makeovers and other goodies.. (not that I need the makeover..haha) I just cant.. I need all these good paper qualifications because I believe it will bring me far in the future. =)

Tough decisions made but I know it will not harm me for sure. "You reap what you sow" is all that comes to my mind when these modelling temptations sing in my head. Plus,my college student status is going to be gone by next year, so more options,more decisions.. =)

cheers!

I have not seen him for few days.. Seeing him today is a complete healing to my tormented soul..waiseh..over la pulak..whatever la..I miss you I miss you I miss you is all that i can say…muahss!!!

Honey why are you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late..

note:Tell me why bad things normally make us smile…

*ponder..*

I keep pondering upon the existence of MPP at my college..is it really necessary?If it’s just because the other college has it,and we do not wish to be left behind,i personally think that’s crap. Another think I keep thinking about is,how far can the MPP go.Does the management contribute along to its success?

hrmm..I sound so inexperience..Newsflash!I am lack of experience in this field..I’m trying really hard to keep up.Dont get me wrong,I have tonnes of ideas to improve the place.However,it still depends on the students themselves..

They cant expect us to spoonfeed them.sigh..I feel like a mother pulak to 300 babies!