Spoonstar in the making

I just got back from the PlanetShakers Concert. It was awesome, spirit lifting and definitely rejuvenating. My mind could use a little bit of ‘refreshment’.. Anyway, that’s not the major blog for tonight.. Tonight I want to share a little bit with my fellow readers about my jiwangness,gedikness,loch ness..hahaha.. Hei, don’t hate a girl for being joyful. Get a life.

Alright, here goes..

It is raining outside.. I can hear water splashes on the road each time a car pass by. Sounds so peaceful at night.. Such wonderful moment. Unlike last night(Merdeka Night.) It was terrible! No offense merdeka people, but if Merdeka is all about making noises causing injuries to the sleep, I suggest you guys jump into the Sarawak River one by one and don’t come back. Hahaha.. Come on.. Each time when one is being asked wtf is Merdeka, jawapan standard memang ‘menang peperangan’ Come on.. no wonder I never pass my history.. haha..*winks*

Let’s just face it, our gov has nothing better to do that’s why they spend so much money in organising parades whatsoever.. Rather than doing that, why don’t they contribute more into the education field.. Rural areas especially.. It is sad to see few of my collegemates trying so hard to understand even simple English. I guess I am VERY fortunate because I attended one of the best schools in Sarawak, St Teresa.

Have you ever watched the Streamyx advertisement? The one where the Borneo Man teaches his men ‘A Quick Brown Fox Jumps Over The Lazy Dog’.. haha.. I love that one. Simply interesting and catchy. My point is, each school should have that kind of learning level. After that, I suggest one of the most important words they must learn is the word, ‘Exposure’.. Learn it and live it.. Preferably healthy ones.. With that, you will not suffer from culture shock or any other type of shocks. Electric shocks especially.. hahaha..

I miss blogging so darn much I feel like kissing the screen at the moment. hahaha.. Gosh.. I don’t even know where to begin. Here’s a preview of what I’ll blog about so that you fellow readers will stay tune.. Trust me, it’s going to be interesting..

" If you plan to purposely irritate me throughout the whole class.."

(only DEB class -my batch- will understand..haha)

Hello friendsters.. Just so you know, I’ve been elected as the President of Student Council for my college. I was quite shocked myself. I mean, ME?? It’s like asking a Satanist to read the Holy Book or something. Ok,that was quite harsh and overstated. Alright,let’s find another example.. Hrmm.. Ok, here goes.. It’s like asking a cheerleader to stop cheering or stop looking pretty. hahah.. Weird huh.. Frankly, I agreed to participate in the first place because I kind of have my eyes set on the Biro Kesenian dan Kebudayaan. Hahaha.. In the end, here I am, Ms Student Council they call me..

I was afraid.. Afraid that I wasn’t able to pull it off. I was afraid to be the representative for the students. Why? Simply because I’m not perfect. I’m no 4 pointer student. Latecomer, noisemaker.. You name it, but I’m no mean girl.. I’m always nice to my friends.. I’m not praising myself but it’s simply the truth.

During our first meeting with the EXCO members, I told them no one is perfect.. Especially ME.. All I asked for from the team are teamwork and flair.. I’m so glad most of my teammates are on my side.. Who am I to say whose right for any position right? What matters here is the "students’ voice".. I knew there were few people who can’t accept me as the president but I choose not to care about them. It is not my problem, but theirs.. At first it did get to me. My insecurity level reached the danger level. I was paranoid 24/7.. See how cruel human gets? They tend to look more on the negative side of people instead of focusing on the positive ones.. Being irrational for no reason at all. How human-like..

So, to all those who have been badmouthing me, I just want to say thank you for the publicity but really, the world doesn’t need people like you.. Move on.. accept the fact that you are envious and jealous of me.. This is no joke.. I can’t help it if i’m outstanding. It’s all in the genes. So, back off.. I think you know who you are..

-One Team, One Spirit, One Voice-

By the way, I am not here to offend anyone. ‘Siapa yg makan cili,terasa pedasnya..’

I’m just going to focus on my responsibilities. However, i’ll make sure that I will not turn into some scary icon due to pressure(i’ll try). I wana remain the fun leader but that doesnt mean people should think that I care less about my position. So,to all those who have voted, Thank you for believing in me. I look forward into adding colors to our college.. All the dramas, well, it only help me to boost up my spirit. The more you look down on me, the more determined I become…