Spoonstar in the making

I feel responsible for everything and yet I am not a responsible person. It seems like I always do the wrong thing. I’ve hurt him. I dont mean to. I DON’T want to remind him of her. I’m NOT her.. The fact that he knew her from me contributes more to my guilt. I feel guilty and it’s been building up in me since last year. I dont want to sound melodramatic but it haunts me. A simple hello caused so many pain.. ALL my fault. Always been that way.. Let’s put it this way.. If you ever watch a movie where there’s a character that has this sultry asian look(haha), and what she does is normally ruin the atmosphere. For example, she tries hard to tighten the bond between everyone in the family, guess what, she will be the one drifting away, well.. That’s me. A bittersweet twist of irony is always in every scene of the movie. Want to know how I would rate the movie? It Sucks.. BIG time.

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