Spoonstar in the making

ReDarn,its 2.46am and I am not even close to sleeping. Actually I did snoozed for a little while. I kinda terbangun around 12 and here I am still awake. Blahh! I need my love potion now..hahaha.. I need,want,desire,demand,wish for my one and only!!!hehehe..such strong request.. very powerful indeed.. Which reminds me of a case..hehehehe…here goes..my bitching in action virtually!hahaha..

I know for a fact that once you get into college evrything rises whether you like it or not.

• The price of clothes(to show how awesome u look)
• Confidence level
• Tuition fees
• amount of friends
• your ego
• your curiousity (this refers to those who never get to be cool in secondary school) LMFAO..dont ask..I’m only typing whats in my head.Its called,typing without thinking. Isnt that awesome??!hahahaha
• IQ level
• mistakes
• Your rasa best cliques ( this always happens to those who tak banyak kwn in secondary school.hahahaha) gosh..I’m such a what’s the word..hrmm..honest?nice?coz i’m willing to share my point of view.LMFAO AGAIN..
• make ups
• expenses on not so important stuffs (for example,make ups)haha
• food ( need the Xtra energy) kononnya lah..actually as we grow up we just eat a lot.so hush..
• weight!
• Secret admirers/crush (aww…so cute)only happens to goodlookin people.so,ducklings,sori!skip this part..
• Amount of pervs messages you will receive in ur myspace or friendster or instant mesages.. For instant.. someone who uses other people pics and then menyamar..gosh..if i find these people,I’ll personally ask them to drink a bottle of clorox.I can list a few id here.make it a lot.
• More pervs
• Discover some shocking truths about something
• amount of a4 paper used for assignments..whatever happens to handing over via emails???

haha..more lah!i’ll write again next time.

cheers wannabes!

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>>>iklan sekejap>>Love ya baby..muahhhs..

The food at taste dynasty sux big time hoh baby hoh..gosh!takoot i nak makan sia gik..miss u baby.. Sorry bout today..I’m glad you understand. That innocent face makes me want to eat you up jak.hehehe..I love you precious!! muahh886x

Ur princess

From the way you looked at me. From the way you judged me. From the way your eyes followed my every move. Stop it whores.. I was born this way so don’t hate me. I don’t really appreciate being talked about. What the heck, like I care what you fellas think anyway. hahahaha.. I’m in a biatchy mood so back off. Gonna make this blog an issue as well? Sigh.. Fellas, that’s so pathetic..

First of all, you do not own the right to think that you know me. ONLY my baby, family and close friends know who I am, how I work things out. So, don’t go talking about me aite? You feelin me? hahaha.. Second, I am what you see.. Not the way I strut or move with my heels.. I’m referring to the genuine smile I present. If you are to judge me from the outside, BAM! that’s it. you are bound to decide that I am a person you would love to hate. Like my wise brother testified, "she has that "dun hate me cos i’m beautiful attitude"..hahaha..

so,love ya!!muahhs..

FB for eternity

My Bryan looked so cute doing to latina dance last night. hehe.. hips moved to the left to the right. Simply cute and adorable.. argghhh!!! hehehe

I feel responsible for everything and yet I am not a responsible person. It seems like I always do the wrong thing. I’ve hurt him. I dont mean to. I DON’T want to remind him of her. I’m NOT her.. The fact that he knew her from me contributes more to my guilt. I feel guilty and it’s been building up in me since last year. I dont want to sound melodramatic but it haunts me. A simple hello caused so many pain.. ALL my fault. Always been that way.. Let’s put it this way.. If you ever watch a movie where there’s a character that has this sultry asian look(haha), and what she does is normally ruin the atmosphere. For example, she tries hard to tighten the bond between everyone in the family, guess what, she will be the one drifting away, well.. That’s me. A bittersweet twist of irony is always in every scene of the movie. Want to know how I would rate the movie? It Sucks.. BIG time.

We were in love before
But now it’s so much more
Cause when I kiss your lips I can’t explain
What I feel in my heart for you
I don’t know what I’d do
Baby if I lost you
Cause I’ve been without you and I know how it feels
And I can’t be alone anymore
I know its more than love
Baby I can feel it
When I’m close to you
I know its more than love baby do you
Maybe my words can’t explain
Why I’m feeling this way…

I went for the Digi Celebriteen audition and I knew I screwed up. Hahaha.. Ok, that’s not the biggest issue.. I mean, we must try everything at least once in life am I not right? =) Live life to the fullest that’s what they all say. *winks*

Pitchings were all over, I sounded shaky, lontarkan.. lontarkan.. tp aku tidak lontarkan apa apa tadi. Hahaha.. Whatever.. =p As long as the sportsmanship spirit is there. Hahaha.. Once again, I’m living in denial. Are you kidding me? I wanna win the competition lah. Apa leh buat, I can’t sing. Hahaha.. Readers, I’m just blogging, nothing more.. I’m not serious bout the ‘I wanna win’ part. I know my own capability. =)Allow me to clarify the reason I went for the audition was just for fun =p

Long Live FB! much love.. Muahs8686x