Spoonstar in the making

u will experience..

a) at kedai kopi,instead of askin me what do i want to drink,the waiter will instead ask ‘biasa ha?’

b)a one day with an awesome guy.ehehe..mi amore sweet amore..

c)lecturers looking for u

d)constant mixture of emotions

e)day dreaming (lots of em)

f)weird phone calls *alo,ah soon ha..ni zhai na lie?* apa ta cina ya..sukati jak call aku..ahaha

g)a non stop ride of laughter roller coaster

n lots more lah..i love how i am now.hehe..that’s the major point.

(I feel like doing something inexplicable. What is it that I’m feeling? Could it be because I’m listening to Megan McCauley ‘Wonder’? Quite a provocative song if I may say so. The tune, the melody.. very serene-like and emo-like at the same time..)

Things of the past should remain as the past. It should never come back and haunt the present future. Especially mine.. Here’s a request from me:

Past,

Stay where you are. Don’t come any closer. Don’t even think of coming near my family and my love. I never do anything wrong to you. I don’t even know you and I do not even want to. Go play your shadowy business somewhere else. What’s mine now is mine. He’s my gift from God and if you are here to take him away, I will perish you in the name of Love…

-Fie-

It is not fair (not that the world is fair btw) for me to sacrifice what is mine because of what you’ve done. And I don’t mean it in any offensive ways. I’m just purely dissatisfied. I refuse to give up and trust me when I say I refuse to, I fucking mean it…