Deep Breath…and Type away………..
haaa…the new year..a pretty exciting thing huh?well,i started off mine with an awesome start. 1st of January 2006..sweet date..definitely gonna remember it. *winksz*
I’ll try to write something nice tonite coz i don’t feel like offending any human being.yawn..put me to sleep just to even think about some unimportant ppl..whatever..haha..i guess i will always be me!new year or no new year..which got me thinking,i do not have a resolution this year la….so,this year’s resolution is definitely to have a resolution..neat..*winksz*
Hrrmm…just finished my final exam..gona sleep the entire semester break!hey..i’m missing someone..darn..shoo shoo,get of my head..not now dear..hehe..*text message alert* hei…who could it be?
If a kiss was a raindrop i’d send u showers,
if a hug was a second i’d send you hours,
if a smile was water i’d send u a sea,
if love was a person i’d send u me (hehe)
awwwhhh…so sweet..right…where was I?this is no subtle advertising,but the text is too sweet I just have to post it up..sowi Dear!hehehe..
back to my ACTUAL blog..ahakz..i was gona say all those craps regarding resolutions right.well,i do not believe in it for sure.coz i’m still who i am with or without the resolutions..ahahah..this resolutions thingy are no longer working coz it’s being commercialised.poor thing..just like Christmas Day.the day we are to remember the birth of Our Lord Jesus Christ.well,it’s all about the visiting and all now rite..yeah yeah..now now.promises are of different issues..some ppl just don’t get it..but then again,malas ah nak cakap..yawn..i will end up being the one nok jaik kata org sarawak..WHATEVER..*eyes rolled* + *biatch look*
I am sooo psyched for the coming sem!haha..it’s gonna be awesome stuffs..with that tight schedule and my precious Coszart and Sweet Love and my Biatchylicious Squad..huh..No doubt things gonna be all cramped up and that’s pumping me up right now..gonna be bz bz bz and bz..haa…lovin it..Oh gosh,suddenly remember next sem we have to take up Moral Studies..that’s a disaster..I didnt really score passed with flying colors for my moral subject in SPM.it was more like a colorless grade..haha..lame joke..blabla..Right,on the issue of my past blog.hush it and face it.. =)
B…can u come over here now?
stop it Fie.
ahakz..suddenly i remember my famous lines..My Crazy ass bestfren Bobby often use it these days.He’s such a bimbo..haha..the line is " I can’t believe women spend loads of cash on themselves just to look cheap" Lol… fascinating I believe..ahakz..come to think about it,it does hide some truth in between the lines..and I’m a lady myself..lol..what an irony.MAMAMIA..layan na juak lagu tok..wait a minute..aku engkah lyric nya lok..ahahha
Joe - Love scene
[take one] baby lyin’ on the bed
Exotic fantasies goin’ through her head
[take two] I jump into my sl6
I gotta make my way to the crib mad quick[take three] I see my baby as I step inside
She’s staring at me with those bedroom eyes
[take four] honey sippin’ on some chardonnay
The sex is even better when she’s feeling that wayAll I want to do right now is love her down (ooh)
I don’t give a damn about who hears the sound (ooh…)
We’ll be in the groove until the sun comes up (yeah)
Together we’ll get lost inside the loveLet’s make a love scene, steamy and blue
Erotic memories for an audience of two
And we’ll make a love scene, let the foreplay begin
And replay each moment again and again and again[take five] the jacuzzi’s just ¡®bout ready for us
We step into the water and you tremble at my touch
[take six] I see you gettin’ steamin’ hot
Girl, it ain’t just the bubbles that’s been hittin’ the spotTake it off, take it off, take it off till you get enough
(whoa…whoa…whoa…whoa…)
Anyway that you like, it’s okay, come and get my love
(whoa…oh…ho…ho…yea…)All I want to do right now is love her down (love her down)
I don’t give a damn about who hears the sound (hears a sound)
We’ll be in the groove until the sun comes up (ooh…ooh…)
Together we’ll get lost inside the love (oh, yeah)Let’s make a love scene (make a love scene), steamy and blue (ooh)
Erotic memories for an audience of two
And we’ll make a love scene (we’ll make a love scene), let the foreplay begin (oh…ho…)
And replay each moment (mmm) again and again and againOoh, I’m gonna keep lovin’, I’m gonna keep lovin’ you, baby
[when the curtain drops] oh
We won’t stop (we won’t stop), we won’t stop (whoa…oh…baby)Let’s make a love scene (let’s make a love scene), steamy and blue
(see, I got what you want)
Erotic memories (you got what I need) for an audience of two (of two)
And we’ll make a love scene (we’ll make a love scene), let the foreplay begin
(ooh, baby)
And replay (yeah) each moment (oh, oh…) again and again and againGirl, I’m down to take a sip from your cup (no, no, no, no, no, no, no)
If you drink from my fountain of love (oh, ho)
Girl I’m down to take a sip from your cup (from your cup)
If you drink from my fountain of love (ooh…ooh…oh…ho…)¡®69 was a very good year (do you remember, girl)
If you know what I mean, my dear (ooh, baby)
¡ 69 was a very good year (I could remember)
If you know what I mean, my dear (let’s do it over and over again)Let’s make a love scene (let’s make a love scene)
Steamy and blue (let’s do it on the floor)
Erotic memories for an audience of two (anyway you like it, girl, alright)
And we’ll make a love scene (alright)
right..let’s not get off the track..just wana wish u ppl (not everyone) an awesome night and sleep tite!sweet nightmares..haha..i mean,sweet dreams..
let the stars do the watching over ur loved ones’ task,
let the devil turned u naughty tonite,
let the distance between you and me be gone,
let it be how it’s going to be,
if loving u is a crime,
then i’m all guilty,
If it’s an offend to people for there is ‘us’,
I’ve got good news for them,
FCUK YOUR OWN SELF
hahaha..that’s so mean..nah…meant to say,whateverr..
xoxo,
biatch
January 18th, 2006 at 2:34 am
wow that was a long one…hehe…naughty one this post…haha…;-)
February 5th, 2006 at 8:06 pm
What the fuck…
I am quite dissappointed. Frankly I didn’t know it was this bad. Now given a choice I must take, hopefully I can recover what losses I have obstructed myself with. This must be fate I guess, but no matter there is still time to correct the past mistakes and repent for it all. It may be too late, but it never was I will do whatever breath there is in me to give my own ultimatum. For now there will be darkness, and it shall reign over myself under the blasphemy of what there is around me.
February 5th, 2006 at 8:09 pm
I am…
Glory to the exhalted, death to the infidels. I’ve never been more educated with the theory of facts. Clearly I’ve seen, that we as humans are no better then the mirror images that we create of what we are. Truely we are just insignificant, those who are caught in between the crossfire should know better to heed words of one’s solitude. Nevertheles it is a unprecedented fact where the minds of those who seek solace do not apprehend the true meaning of destiny.
I believe I am still invulnerable to the darkness of the preception where the commons have set, invincible to the gallant imagery of un-truth where it lingers in the darkest corner of the mind, invulnerable because I would not break. No matter how degenerate it would be come, where the frontier of inchorent teachings of blasphemy has drive down towards a larger saying which is all but a illusonary hoax.
I’ve tried but it seems that mere mortals have not heeded’ art warning. No matter, I shall be done with my own un-doing. I have cease to exist between the facts of material time and between forseen consequences… I feel whole now. I believe this would lead me to a better salvation. God help me… For I am the enigma. I’ve never intricate my own designs of the accumalative cesspool which I have experienced!
February 5th, 2006 at 8:12 pm
Believe…
The eternal censorship. It does not mount to a discovery of the time where facts and previous convictions lies. Ad-hoc it seems but nevertheless it is convincing and newly varied by the absolute resolution where all the facts lies in it’s place. I have run through time and experience itself only to discover new meanings. The century has begun. A new being is borned. Nevertheless I shall continue to pursue my own dogma of stature. It may seem unbeliveable but my own designs is the venture into another leading discovery where fate turns it course into a new beginning.
Balance has achieved its various reasons. Reasons have its facts and new truths. I have achived that level where nothing is compared to a stigma of my own past. A something for nothing which I really believe is not a applicable fact. But various things and the equilibrium of level which I choose to achive is further down the road in this new melilenium of the 21st century. I have no reason to fail of those who choose to believe in me. I care not of the disbelivers who had strayed from the real facts where life itself has atolled and alloted its discrimiations and provocations to a level, where it is pretinent to ones well-being.
The heresy is a dawn of the new age, thus a new begining is taking is place in the writings of historians. I however… Do not believe in their writings… I am… I believe I am whole once more. Amen to that. God, although I’ve never placed much faith into you but still it lingers there down deep into my soul where it seeks some form of salvation. A salvation which I think, I needed it the most.