Bye Sweet Crush
Goodbye Dear Friends,
Goodbye Forever,
Goodbye Dear Romance,
Forget Me Never…
a lot of things i believe in,and i just wana get it over wit..i still get lost in your eyes sometimes and it’s time for all that to stop..normally i’d fight for what i want..this time,i’ll just give up..can’t force myself anymore..i’m starting to lose myself..prevention is better than cure..why should i stuff my head with all the memories of your smile?or the way you smell?or the way you do every little cute things?enough is enough..from now on,i am my own lady..just like it used to be..you can’t make me change because you don’t have the right to do so..if you want me,want me for who,how,where I AM..and be sure to appreciate me for who,how,where I AM..if you’re to blind or scared and cowardish to do that,go screw yourself..i dont wan that kinda wimp to be with me..spoil me,hug me in front of my friends..give me flying kisses..for all i care about those mulut murai..i just want you to be all that..be yourself..that’s the most important of all..is that so hard to do?i am sooooo dissapointed..however,i cant say much..once a coward,forever a coward..maybe the word effort doesnt exist in your dictionary..i guess you are so used to girl coming to you..you know what?me too..but i’ve tried..i gave hints,i gave signals..n you’re still blind..well,what am i to do?i dont know and i dont care..so,i guess i’ll just remain in this ostensibility..u want to play with my insanity,go ahead..show me what you got..i wont fall for that smile anymore..
