Archive for August, 2005

Longing to dance with my father

Monday, August 22nd, 2005

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

too cute to be a jerk

Saturday, August 13th, 2005

ok..have you ever give it a thought where when you are being hurt by someone..u just can’t get mad at them coz they are too darn cute?gosh..that’s just unfair..cute and total goodlookin is different.if a goodlookin bastard hurt me.yea,i’d hate him..however,it is different when it comes to someone cute..lol..what a crazy world..neway..cheers!

i’ll keep u as my dirty little secrets..

Thursday, August 11th, 2005

don’t look at me..coz i’ll definitely look at you back and smile..

Honestly,i’m searching for what defines innocence..

however,i’m gonna say I innocently like it when ur there…

so,let’s just say,i’ll keep you as my dirty little secret….