the truth behind lies…

here i am suddenly thinking why do people lie…i lie..(not all the time)you lie..everybody lies..that’s so irony..ppl doing what is wrong and yet they can’t seem to stop..it’s very different from acts like trying to quit a heavy smoking habit that takes quite an effort..lies seem more powerful than that.ppl lie t me.A HELL BLOODY FREAKIN FUCKIN LOT…i hate it..NO,i DESPISE it..i often wonder how it would be like if i die…will those who lied/lies to me remember me?my snobbish theory of why some of them lie to me is simply because they envy me and they want me or they want to be me..simple..many events have proved that..haha..others?well,they are somewhat i call SEED OF A MOTHERSCREWER..

however,when i was watching The Oprah Show the other day,the show featured on a pathalogical liar(did i spell that right?)whatever…i learned that ppl lie because indirectly they HATE themselves..as an act of cover up,they lie..pretty pathetic huh.

however,there is one scenario that i wish to point out as a self reminder that can never trust anyone in this world..

lies,they fed me with..

hopes,they filled me with..

hatred,what’s inside of me..

venge,i breath in..

cold stares i let out..

tears never escape..

only to put myself to sleep..

my lullaby,

the lullaby of HATE…..

i’ve been hurt so many times..and yet i still manage to let out a killer smile..

thank you for the strength is all i wish to say…

BUT I HATE YOU..and you don’t know it..

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