Spoonstar in the making

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Your princess is feeling sad today. No offense Jesus. This has nothing to do with your birthday.. I’ve been reminiscing and it came to a point where I’m hungry for the future.You get me? I want to know what to do. At the moment, all I can think of is, I don’t want to just stop here. I need to go somewhere where it will shower me with success and a sense of accomplishment. A close friend of mine keeps telling me not to think too hard but I can’t help it. That’s just how I do things. I’m full of speculations and somehow at some point, I will find it super frustrating. Trying hard not to be a pessimist, I take charge and just do what I feel is right at the moment. I just want to know what I want!

She shoots, she scores! There she goes succeeding in being super arrogant and ignorant. I don’t understand why do some people stand firm in believing they are amazingly righteous.
Friends, hear me out. She’s a racist and a mother of all prejudice. Ergh.. Fuck. I DON’T LIKE YOU. FULL STOP.

So yeah, my final presentation is pretty soon. Just thinking about it potentially kills. I need another sematan trip to cool things down. Words can’t describe how I’m feeling now. Which means, I’m not going to spill the juice concerning whatsoever. However, the need to highlight certain agenda tonight is inevitable!
Firstly,Christmas is coming soon so I’m expecting loads of Christmas wishes and presents from oh so many friends of mine.haha..
After that, the need to INFORM others the fact that I’ll be graduating soon is also part of tonight’s luahan. So yeah people, I’m done with Cosmopoint. Almost.

Walking the straight line is never easy. Taking a look back and pumping efforts for improvement balances the weighing scale. I don’t want to sound like a fool crying over trials and tribulations but people do that. They just do.
Older, wiser? The more the merrier?
What are these, some kind of a cover up for shortcomings or something?
Why is it that people always have theories about everything? Back to basics, do most people possess the needs to prove something to the world? Why can’t they just spill in some obliviousness? Fie,Fie.. Why do you always ask the screen? It’s not going to cough out answers in the form of hard copy. (This too applies to the latest models of printer or whatsoever.)
So yeah, that’s just me. I like to ask.
Do you have the answers?
I doubt it.

Let it all come to past, search beyond the surface. What will I find? The power to imagine is merely childish. I’ve lost my way TOO. It feels good to give up cause it’s easy. It feels good when it’s all unspoken.FULLSTOP.NOT.
The best things may not always be free. Drugs,boozes,buying your friends. Ooh,what a lifestyle. Ask yourself,is that the best thing in life? Through the looking glass, you see what you want to see and your heart keep shifting desires. Quit fucking lie to yourself and everyone else around you. I need someone to take me home. Somehow I find myself talking as a third person. Hrmm..
The best thing.
When you need someone,do they do all their best to protect you? Maybe not. Ask yourself this, do you deserve such companion? Hrmm..
All these has nothing to do with YOU.

CUT!!
AND…..ACTION!!

Don’t lie and say that it’s OK.
It’s alright here, there’s nothing more to say.
So I’m running away.
I’m leaving this place.
Yeah, I’m running away.
I’m running away.

Don’t tell me, I don’t want to play.
It’s too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won’t stay.
So I’m running away.
I’m leaving this place.
Yeah, I’m running away.
I’m running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I’m leaving
Yeah I’m leaving today.
And I, I’ll never let you find me.
I’m leaving you behind with the past
No, I won’t look back.
And I don’t want to hear your reasons.
Don’t want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can’t stay
I, I’m moving on from this place
I’m leaving and I won’t quit running away.

I’m running away.
I’m leaving this place.
Yeah, I’m running away.
I’m running away..

Away from you.

I wanted to stay but you made me drift further. Things are getting complicated. Am I going to sound like an innocent youth if I say "I dont want anything to happen to our friendship.."? Can just fuck that off. It’s only a feeling. Yeah whatever.. I just need to let this out people. I thought  about it and I’ve decided not to care about it anymore. What is the point of trying to convince me something that you’re not even convinced of. One word. PATHETIC.
So what if I sound like an online bitch. I AM virtually bitching about it. I was wrong about you. Dont blame me for indirectly giving you hope. BLAME YOURSELF FOR THINKING YOU DESERVE THAT HOPE. It’s sad lah…come on.. Cant you handle these situation like an adult?
ADULT ADULT ADULT ADULT ADULT ADULT.
Fuck sweet talks, fuck hopeless flirts. Confront me when you are BIG enough to do so. I dont wanna see you as you are/were. Mana mana. JUST DONT EXPECT ME TO PLAY ALONG WITH THIS AMATEUR BATTLE. I’m tired of it. Just so you know, despite my fresh age, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT. SHOW ME SOMETHING NEW, PLEASE. TQ.

R.I.P TOTO… =(

Hrmm.. To start it off, determination is not an obsession and must not be an obsession. For every first time, things tend to be everything. Don’t deny this. If you do, don’t blame yourself. It’s your ego talking. Don’t come across to some people as a smartass. Some people might not enjoy it. Just relax and don’t try too hard. Unless that some people are your close circle of friends.They’ll just accept you for what you are. Otherwise, just play it cool.
You dont have to really tell the world who you really are or what you want the world to know you as. It’ll come naturally. People will figure you out eventually. If they don’t, get a new haircut.

Ariel,from little mermaid. She gets away with everything.Dahla bapa dia dpt buat wave besar.scary. And there’s a slutty sea-witch yg obses with her. Betol betol mcm my life. *yerrrrr* hahahahah.. N handsome prince ya,nang handsome la.cibet u ariel.hahahahaha..
Cute fish buddy and a red faced buddy. I pun ada..c? similar habis..

1. Justin Timberlake - Take it from here
2. Joe - If I was your man
3. Marilyn Manson - If I was Your Vampire
4. Deftones - Digital Bath
5. PCD - Buttons
6.Space Cowboy - My Egyptian Lover (hahaha)
7. John Mayer - Slow Dancing in a Burning Room
8. M.I.A - XR2
9. Marvin Gaye - Lets get it on (harus…) hahaha
10. Perfect Circle (lupak ku nama lagu)

Shall be updated!